I'm usually the first one to admit that I'm naturally more robot than human, but lately things have been going quite smoothly. The transition from robot to human I mean.

I think I'm finally over the Jack Issue. Or "The Great Endeavor" as it was known to my friends and family. With him in Taiwan and everything, I'm going back into my "well then, fuck you" mode which is how I usually cope with emotion (thanks dad). It's a defense mechanism I know, but it's a little damn too late to change that.

Someone needs to be killed though. And I think you all know who. MUST. KILL.

that and lately everyone has been preaching to me to be more accepting....but wtf? why would i do that? Either I like you or I don't. If you make a decent effort to grow on me, you usually do. But not all species were meant to survive. One bad experience is enough to turn me completely off a person, but that doesn't mean I don't try to make an effort if I seem to like them? (this would explain my history of shitastic relationships).

So I'm over it. FUCK THIS SHIT. I refuse to deal with boys playing at being men, I refuse to deal with obsessive mental disorders in vindictive needy females, I refuse to deal with naive little girls. Fuck it, it's not worth my time.

If I'm going to fall in love, it's going to be perfectly natural, and I'm going to let it grow on it's own. Love should not require any effort on my part.

It's easy to hate people you don't respect. It's easy to be afraid of the unpredictable.

ps: Harry Potter sucked. That entire night was just awkward. More than just all the sexual innuendos in the actual film. I really need to find out when ashley is on shift *plz god let her be on shift sunday* Amara didn't actually help either >.>;

Sparkling Diamonds (moulin rouge version)

The French are glad to die for love...
They excite in fighting duals
But I prefer a man who lives
And gives expensive jewels.

A kiss on the hand may be quite continental,
But diamonds are a girl's best friend.
A kiss may be grand, but it won't pay the rental
On your humble flat, or help you feed your
pussy cat.

Men grow cold as girls grow old,
And we all lose our charms in the end.
But square-cut or pear-shaped,
These rocks don't lose their shape.
Diamonds are a girl's best friend!

...Tiffany's...Cartier...

'Cause we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl

Come and get me, boys
Black Star, Ross Cole
Talk to me, Harry Zilder, tell me all about it!
There may come a time when a lass needs a lawyer

But diamonds are a girl's best friend

There may come a time when a hard-boiled employer thinks you're...

awful nice!

But get that ice or else no dice!

Diamond Dogs:
He's your guy when stocks are high
But beware when they start to descend
Oooo...Diamonds are a girl's best,
Diamonds are a girls best,
Diamonds are a girls best friend!


'Cause that's those louses go back to their spouses!
Diamonds... are a... girl's... best... friend!